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This is my Journal. If you stop by, leave a comment. Thanks!
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wNovember 22, 2003 |
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Oh yeah, and I totally forgot to post that it snowed here on Wednesday. I have pictures... I'll post them on my site soon. It snowed when I was at the hospital today, too.
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Beverly at 3:11 PM
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http://www.thelivingtradition.org/
I went to an Anaheim Arts Council Soiree a few years back, and I sat next to a couple who ran The Living Tradition in Anaheim. We talked during dinner and between the acts, and pretty soon, they started telling me about their organization. I told them I'd participate in the jam sessions and dances, and then I never went. Maybe it's because they didn't really explain the whole contra dancing thing well enough. Well, in any case, I'll give them a ring when I'm back, and maybe they'll invite me to another event.
On the issues side today, the problem of the day is medical. It won't go away, it's getting worse, and Anne (the nurse) isn't home. :( Help.
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Beverly at 3:05 PM
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So, I didn't end up reading your comments till now, but I sort of went ahead and emailed him anyway. I spent about an hour or so, wondering whether I should call him or go see him in person or email him. I settled for the third option. The email I sent him was very simple, and it asked whether he was mad at me (referring to the multiple times I passed him without either of us exchanging "hello"s). I'll tell you the rest later. I just got back from Midnight Theatre, and the guy next to me was smoking marijuana the whole time; I couldn't take it anymore, so I left. The Beaujolais put on by the French department was rather enjoyable; yummy cheeses and truffles. I have to go back to biology lab tomorrow morning at 8am.
posted by
Beverly at 12:57 AM
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wNovember 21, 2003 |
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We are brewing root beer in Biology. Today, we also proved the Inverse Function Theorem in math. What a great day.
posted by
Beverly at 3:36 PM
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wNovember 20, 2003 |
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I don't know what to do. So, summed up, I have three problems: 1) Math or Physics or 3-2 program, 2) Zak issues, 3) medical issues. To address the first issue, what do I want to do with my life, and which major will take me there? Secondly, well, we all know that problem already. I think I might just send him an email and, as my friend put it bluntly, stop acting as if I were in middle school. Thirdly, the doctors have not yet been able to fix me; in fact, the method that my doctor prescribed last time is failing miserably. I just want to be healthy again. :(
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Beverly at 10:27 PM
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Bleh. I don't like Zak any more. Why? Because he's too perfect. Why does that make him not likable any more? Because right now he's a staple for what's good... and if I were to get to know him better, that idealistic staple might vanish. It's nice to dream about perfect guys -- pry too much, and things fall apart. By the way, I did find out one flaw -- he cusses (not a lot, but still...). I'm never going to find anyone who fits my taste.
posted by
Beverly at 12:08 AM
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wNovember 16, 2003 |
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I was thinking about emailing this to Zak, and then I stopped myself. I'd rather that he stumble upon it himself, if he goes looking for my journal. Who knows who reads this thing? Nobody ever posts! (BTW, did you notice that you can only use the word "ever" in negative sentances, questions, and conditionals?)
Okay, so here's what I was thinking...
Why is he so darn perfect? Argh. I couldn't go to sleep last night (even though it was 4 am in the morning), because I couldn't stop thinking about how perfect he is! He's really smart, he's really funny, he's a really great dancer (don't mind the lack of parallelization... I'm not in the mood for correct grammar), he seems to be "clean" (i.e., no drugs and alcohol... I hope!), and he's just a nice person in general. Meng was telling me about someone else who liked him, too. If all guys knew that these were the things that girls crave, then why don't other guys dance as well and make witty little jokes as well? I can't even do my Physics homework because I keep thinking about him. Sometimes my heart even hurts to think about him. And the saddest thing is that he's unreachable. Argh. Why does he have to be so perfect?! Help.
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Beverly at 9:22 AM
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I just saw Rocky Horror Picture Show at the theatre. Let me say that I did not enjoy that _at all_. First of all, I had to go on stage to be "initiated." Then, it was loud and raunchy and late. I just wanted to go to sleep. Meng and I ended up going back to the van to wait for the rest of our dormies. And when did we get back? Yeah, just now... 3:30am. :( And I have lots of work to do now because I didn't do it today.
On the plus side, I went to the swing party tonight, and I learned a new kind of swing. Like I told Zak, I wouldn't remember the names of anything he told me then... but it was fun nonetheless. And there was pie and ice cream, too. Min made the pie. Mmmm. I love dancing. :)
posted by
Beverly at 3:29 AM
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