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wMarch 30, 2004 I like having a journal that Reedies don't read. I'd like a journal for just those from back home to read. Maybe I'll continue using this one. I thought Fourthought would be the place to post things I didn't want Reedies to see... but they'll find a way to find it. I like writing in my paper journal, too. I'm sad that I don't have a lot of time to. I am feeling really depressed right now... so depressed I feel slothful and lethargic. I didn't do much work last night because I just wanted to lie on the couch and mope. And that's what I did. I don't feel like doing much at all right now... not even going to class. I probably will end up going because that was what I was programmed to do. I didn't even do the reading yet for this class. I don't know how to better things, and it is just making me feel more and more helpless. I want to talk to someone, but I don't know what to say and I don't want to be intrusive. I guess I'll have to stick to the paper journal and the punching bag. posted by Beverly at 12:37 PM