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wMay 04, 2004


I don't like him any more, but it still upsets me that he can't even say "hi" any more. Perhaps what bothers me most is his choice of friends. I have maybe two people I absolutely cannot stand at Reed, and he happened to become friends with both of them -- and only because they're friends with someone he became friends with. God, I can't stand their group of people. Anyway, I'm trying hard not to care, but he seems like such a worthwhile person to worry about -- he's smart, funny, and talented up the wazoo. I'm especially worried that these new friends got him to do the whole alcohol and drugs thing -- I can't get myself to accept that.

I'm sort of in an overall depressed state. The weirdest thing was that after my reactor exam, none of this mattered -- it was a happiness that was not centered around some guy or some really happy moment in the past. I need to find more of these happy times, or life seems hardly worth living.

posted by Beverly at 7:54 PM